the mouth is healing just fine, thanks for asking (those of you that have). been really busy the last month just trying to get myself together, failing horribly, and deciding to blow it all off and act like a kid, having fun, not worrying about the important stuff, ect. it's starting to bite me in the ass, though ( Read more... )

i have them. i have more than enough, in fact, if anyone would like to partake. all i feel like doing lately is cuddling on the couch and watching t.v. don't know if it's the days getting shorter or the new schedule at work or what. i just don't have the mental energy to do anything else. yes, that does include being social. happy belated birthday ( Read more... )

after crying during lunch on monday because everything was going wrong (no car insurance, car roof fucked up, $250 dental appt, life spinning out of control, ect...), things are finally starting to come together again. i have my insurance back, and it will actually cost me less this time around. (please don't ask me how i lost it, the story will ( Read more... )

i'm antsy, nervous...feels like my skin is crawling. can't focus on the 534,979,442 things that need done. wired, yet lazy. brain bouncing all over the place...

blargh.

and so goes my love/hate relationship with mountain dew.

1 day left until the weekend. god, i hope it's better than the last one ( Read more... )

this is just so wrong ( Read more... )

sorry poobis, this reminded me of you. well, you and how scummy my job can make me feel sometimes.

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of the year that is. random thoughts currently on my mind as follows:

kingseyeland: tony roberts was at jerry orbach's funeral. you are truly psychic.

if this doesn't break your heart, you're a robot:
can you even fucking imagine?the death toll is above 135,000. and here i sit, well fed, warm, surrounded by my beloved creatures in a nice apt. i was thinking ( Read more... )

so, does anyone else on here get kinda self destructive when they get depressed, or is it just me? i don't mean destructive in a "start a casual heroin addiction" way, more of a "gee, i shouldn't be doing this, but it feels so damn good" type of thing. ( mumble, mumble, mumble... )